Monday, April 12, 2010
This is Miles breathing. I feel so discouraged about it. He's already had 3 breathing treatments today and been in his VEST, airway clearance system.
Last week I took him to see his pulminologist for some answers on how Miles could have healthy lungs.
The doctor told me that healthy lungs were "unattainable" and "impossible" and that I shouldn't entertain those thoughts. He messed around with his medications so we could treat the symptoms and to try to "keep him alive."
Anyway, I've been pretty bummed since that appointment. I went there Hopeful, and after some Plans and Answers.
I left with Discouragement and with a kid that still struggles to even take a breath.