Friday, June 03, 2011

I miss my boy

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran

I've been weeping a lot today. I miss my Delight.

Yesterday I had a wonderful day filled with joy and laughter.

Today it feels like the pain from missing Miles could swallow me whole. I can physically feel my heart beating in pain. I don't know what makes one day harder than others. I know it's a process. I know it's a process. I know it's a process.


Fiver said...

I'm so sorry friend. Sorrow knows no schedule for healing. It will come. Slowly. But by God's grace, surely.



PS thanks for sharing your boys with us, they were wonderful.

Rebecky said...

Brandi~Oh how sweet the Father's love for us. Prayers are sent you way in abundance. Through all the tears will come healing. Believe it or not the pain will lesson and the memories will become sweeter. I have never lost a child to a physical death but I have lost two foster children to the system. It was almost more than I could bear. Slowly but surely the pain lessoned and the memories of the time I had with them became very precious and sweet to me as I know they will for you as well. Hang in there! Cry as much as you need to cry. There is no limit, there is no timeline. For each it is different. But however it is you grieve or forever long, KNOW that God has you right in the midst of who HE is and that HE loves you oh so much!!!!

MarshaMarshaMarsha said...

the ups and downs are hard. keep clinging to our one constant in this life-- our mighty God who loves you very very much!